Thursday, September 20, 2012

Moving Day...


Not the moving day we are most excited about, moving Mayla to our home, but super exciting none-the-less. Some of you may have already seen that today Mayla was moved from ICU to neo-natal; for those that haven't, you are now informed. It is amazing to me that we go from big-time struggles one day, yesterday, to incredible growth (miracles) the next; seems like such a big turn of events. As I finish that sentence I now begin to wonder why, why is it amazing? It shouldn't be amazing at all, it should be expected. This is exactly what we are praying for, and exactly what God says in His Word that He wants to do. So why does it amaze? There could be a lot of reasons why it amazes me, or Keri, or even you for that matter. Truth is, it amazes each of us for different reasons. For me, well, I guess it's because I don't have faith as big as a mustard seed, or that of a little child. I need to do some reflection on exactly why that is for me and allow God to work on me in that area, if you had a similar thought (e.g. that IS amazing; oh my goodness, I can't believe it, etc.) maybe you should also do some reflection on why it amazes you too. We believe this situation is bigger than me, Keri, or Mayla, but I have been learning plenty along the way, and obviously have more to learn from this. Given this short reflection, I now restate that I am in awe of Him. I'm in awe of how He heals, the way He works, and how He loves. I'm humbled by His goodness and faithfulness. And I celebrate the work he does, as I'm sure you do.

To recap all He has done today (miracles and blessings), the first move of the day to a separate room in the ICU that is significantly more peaceful for us and Mayla, the most obvious is the move to neo-natal, since having been there Keri was again able to attempt nursing and has begun having success, in addition to nursing, Mayla has been otherwise feeding entirely from the bottle, she is on the least amount of oxygen possible, her remaining catheters have been removed, we can pick her up out of bed at any time, we can even walk around with her (albeit in a 1 meter diameter circle, but we can, so we win), she is resting peacefully without the aid of drugs, Auntie Suz could hold her too, and I'm probably missing some others; today has been a big day for all of us. As we prayed over Mayla and said good-night, I couldn't help but think about how blessed we are. Less than a week ago, Mayla had open heart surgery at the age of 8 days. This is an incredibly invasive surgery, and mighty complicated. Just a few days later, she is off all meds, including pain meds, moved from intensive care to neo-natal where we are able to begin parenting and the doctor has already mentioned going home, even if in the context "could be 3 days, 1 week, 2 weeks, we just don't know", but he said going home. As we prayed I was humbled at Mayla's progress, especially considering the length of time some of the other neo-natal patients have been there. We are not lucky, nor are we better than anyone else, for some reason, we were chosen to be blessed with this progress and we are so thankful for it. This doesn't mean that it is all lemon cake and peanut M&M's from here. There is still a lot to do before we can take our girl home. Mayla's lungs and heart must be strengthened so she needs no oxygen assistance at all, even when she is in her deepest of sleeps, we must be able to feed her fully without the aid of a feeding tube (which they did put back in by the way), remnants from surgery (i.e. the incision) must be healed. This will take time and we know there may be set-backs, but we will face any and all set-backs in the foot-prints and dust of the Father.

We continue to be moved by the love and support of so many people around the world (that's crazy to even think about saying). Our church family here in Zürich has done more for us than we could have ever imagined, food, meals, prayers, the use of cars, and more. We get messages daily, from people we've never met, that are praying for us and little Mayla. It is very humbling to know so many are praying for us, for the other patients, for the staff here, and more. The prayers and messages continue to strengthen Keri and I and have enabled us to do more than we ever thought possible in this situation. We have said to each other many times, I can't believe she is only "X" days old. We, as a family, have been through so much, and I can't help but sense there is much more to come.

As we close for this evening, and hopefully make it to bed before midnight, I would like to thank all of you out there working in the medical profession. Especially those of you working with infants and children. Knowing that not all NICU units are created equal, we were moved today by the love, compassion, and tenderness the doctors and nurses treat Mayla with and want you to know we are forever grateful not just to ours, but also to all of you. You all have a special place in our hearts and the work you do affects more than just the patients, but all those that the lives of the patients touch, especially families. The Bible is clear that children hold a special place in the heart of our Lord, and those that care for children play an important role in making sure those places are full. Thank you!

With that, thank you again for all your prayers. Please continue praying with us for Mayla's full recovery, for Keri and I as we can finally begin to "parent" (kind of scary), and for NICU units around the globe, and for the job prospect of mine (supposed to hear the results from last week's interview this week). Be blessed and celebrate with us the work of God the Father.

Wonderfully spacious, and quiet (thank you Mayla), temporary housing... 
Moving to Neo-Natal.
Being fitted into her 2-4 month onesy, AT 2 WEEKS!!!

Removing the final catheter, woohoo! 
drink girl, drink! 

Front-runner for Auntie of the year. Of course, it helps being the only Auntie to actually see Mayla in the flesh, but there is still plenty of time for the others to "catch-up", no pressure... 

Some people love them so much they want to eat them, others want to jump in their bed which is big enough for them and four stuffed animals.

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